Monday, November 22, 2010

6 months today

Did you know your heart could break over and over again?

It breaks my heart to hear Hayes unexpectedly bring her up.

It breaks my heart to watch the last leaf fall from the barren branches of her tree.

It breaks my heart to see the rows and stacks of pinks and purples and frills in every store that she will never wear.

It breaks my heart to wonder what to call the anniversary of her death.

It breaks my heart to think that it's been 6 months since I last held her in my arms.

It breaks my heart to wish that I could hold her again and know that I never will.

3 comments:

Shanaenae said...

It breaks my heart to have such a dear friend go thru so much heartache and not know exactly what to do or say. Love you!!! Shaunna

Unknown said...

Breaks my heart too, thinking of you today. Kiss your beautiful boys for me. Love you, Patty

Twin Dude Mama said...

It breaks my heart as well that you have to go through this pain, Alison. No mother should ever have to feel this way.

I was just thinking about Marin the other day and wondering how you were doing.

She will always be with you. {{{HUGS}}}